I'm bout to tell you how sick of this shit I am, for real, and why not, now that I actually give a fuck for you to hear it, more like I got an obsession that I'm passionate about yea don't need a fixing the gift your calling talent mix it in one bit, big rap for me to explain what I'm going through, through music, it is a lot, of what ive wanted but not at home, and even tho your someone who might give a fuck too believe in me or begin too understand why I'm feeling this way even tho, thats what i wanna do with this track it's hard to do, its not about me being good at rapping, more about me achieving my stature through actual work, and all that, this is what im soo over, spending up the stuff i love all on one thing that is a shots feeling, most days money, yall feel and know, that's why while getting more lonely here just thriving no thanks yes please even tho I have it already, and waiting for the section of life where that will make me happy, cause yea maybe if i could flip a k g or p into what I'm needing to get three million more, you could see, but from you i cant expect those same figures, and if you say some one shouldn't be selling me, what i do have the balls and right mind to buy in money with added fundage, I say right to do it and look at you, but i still cant find the right connection, for it to be wrong, it must not be, there for the past three weeks have been an example of just how i had at least some mates the types of bonds that will never be broken, and they aren't, yet cause of hopefully what comes next, me returning to work happily with just enough of an apology, and an over all better mind set nearing you'd probably say I'll take you there with me today, if you stop worshipping my store well be all g, now just because, when if I got locked away y'all need to find someone asap this kinda shit happens all the time but can't close one day we have a back up plan that needs no changes, yo tho for my best mate and the love of my life to be covering for me at all you probably wouldn't trust I'll be the same, again, its hard for me to sit here like some shit is irrelevant and even tho she means more to me than he ever can, this shit is not my fault ok, its just how to find the next part of me in a chart hit, I know I should probably slow it down.