every time I wake up my mind, I just wanna break down and cry, I'm screaming up to the sky with multiple questions of WHY? AND I NEVER GET A REPLY , not even so much as a fucking sign I don't even see , its like I'm blind,I just need to get fucking high cuz wtf am I doing talking to the sky waiting to be answered from a guy, that can't even be seen with the naked eye, can only be scene when we die so until then we keep our pain inside except that shit is so hard to hide,! Here im a put this shard aside cuz now I'm high, time to distract infact its time to just pack it back. fuck the fact that they took her life . she was only considered property so they committed Robbery she was my Camaraderie to her I was fatherly except I was put in poverty but now they stole my heart from me and I find it so hard to breath its like I'm gasping every breath is hard to take how could I let this happen, she needed me and I failed to protect her I'm a defector, a fucking objector ! cuz what they did to Ron was completely wrong I need to complete this song so I can release some of this pressure from. the pain i feel inside I feel empty and angry but all I can do is cry, think of ways that I can die, or commit a homicide against those officers who had lied and had the rite to decide that my baby had to die, then come back and label me an abuser lure me to their cruiser charge me with some made up shit so that i can no longer sue them!