I'm walking these tainted streets of my psyche Lost in my head, even that is too much for me Pulling the pin, as i'm desperately fighting To keep my mind, oh so delicately balanced Not your regular writer, let alone rapper I've never been one for your idle chatter, no I wont disguise my meanings any longer Trying to expand, i'm growing my pallate You never know just what you're gonna get with me Doomed to be a one man army i'm trying To find anyone like me, i'm trying to part the sea But as soon as i arrive, the sooner i'm banished. So i'll lay my stake, make my claim right where i can I have what it takes, so i think, fight for my clan Struggle to satisfy, i am but one man And the demons in my head wont stifle their demands And im fighting so hard And i'm trying so hard Femboy against the world Better keep my smile on But i forgot I dont know how in the first place I'm trying so hard but i cant fucking move my face i'm So determined not to lose So determined to make a move So fucking determined to get up, go, and even view Everything the world has Everything i can do But how do you escape the demon that's inside you? You gotta use what it gives to you Raw passion, make your move Befriend it, walk in it's shoes You've done it every day, you too Can make a difference, ooh I paused writing this to excercise It struck me too! With a million thoughts of what i can be inside Suddenly those streets seemed less lonely at night Cause then, i could see the light And then realized i too had the strength to fight So to summarise my diatribe What need is there for suicide I think when i look up at night I'll just settle for deicide I'm walking these lighted streets of my psyche I found my head, it wasnt to much for me I pulled the pin, i deperately fought it I kept my mind oh so delicately balanced for another day..