im wondering if I'll ever make it man i hope i live can someone give me signs if im alive cause if you die I'd say why Why'd you have to leave i dont think I'll ever receive love or affection man i wish i had a connection but i think im getting rejection im wondering if you could spare life i dont want a afterlife cause its just lies look me in the eyes tell me when im gonna die but please try i dont care where you kill me i dont care when your gonna do it but please just tell my family i love them man its pm try i am just gonna look up high and then close my eyes and all i will hear is the gunshot i fear then ill feel pain I'll be drained I'll touch the sky living my afterlife w