Picket white fence, long driveway on the country’s side Fast fancy cars, going too far over the yellow line Depends on the week And to whome you’ll speak Might find a new pill or new strand of weed Being a wanderer Walking along the road Not saying too much Keeping my head steady Walking with my arms heavy I’m praying to god Ik it’s a vibe When we get high But it all fades down and we’re sober Does that mean the good vibes over Bright early field trips Marajana on my breath God, I’m hungover I just wanna sleep it off Someone turn the damn air off Let it Passover I’ve been clean for a minute Get a hit off what I got left I want money and a car But I just got out of high school and ik them my age been getting far But I take the long road And I’ve been locked away Now I’m getting out my own blood telling me my downfalls on the way I ain’t gonna fall again I’ve taken that road and I know how I bounce back again I got god with me now Ain’t going back again See I make mistakes I’m human it’s the plan Cause without the loss I ain’t got nothing to gain Baby hit me up tell what you thinking Share this cig with me and hold me till we fucking I got only one my mind All these guys keep trying my line Up in the passenger seat baby I’ve already got mine Sure I party Take a sip of the beer, puff pass Getting fucked up till I wake up like where’s my shoes Have you seen my vuse body I ain’t gonna trip I ain’t gonna fall back Texting 24/7 Telling him I love him I know just how to play him right Wanna be in the arms of another In the arms of my lover How do I settle this warfare without causing no fights Given I don’t care about him Don’t care for it but you know I’ll carry this through I’m always off I don’t wanna talk Tell everyone I’m ok But I’m rlly in that headspace You can’t fool me Never see through me I’m kinda empty Nobody fools me Cause Ik the tricks Pray on my life, Vodka and cola Sipping from a straw, in the hallways Drinking in the school, flirting with the guys “Hey could you buy me a soda” Curling my hair, crimps and waves Drowning inside, caught in the way Wearing heavy liner everyday Color on my eyes Cause a little powder, little paint Makes a girl what she ain’t But I still stole my mamas lipstick So I could kiss him and sink Into the darkness I was smoking cigarettes, didn’t know what smoking cannabis was Damnit, I was smoking regardless Handed me the bong Light it up and breathe it in Fireball shots, tilting my head Woke up forgot I was drinking Walking the halls again with a pen in my pocket Nicotine or cake, keep it close to my heart like a locket Used to be a good girl, with good grades Used to be a good friend without the lies Amit it funny how things change Used to be a church girl Used to be a good grades. No bad days Keeping in line Teachers pet, they all said I was a perfect example of the way kids should behave You don’t wanna date you just wanna fuck You don’t want me, you’re just having fun Boys, they don’t have to lie I know I’ve been on your mind Just tell me you want then If you’re wanting something Don’t keep me in the dark If you could’ve been honest We’d have skipped through the hard part