I'm up late night cleaning can't sleep thinkinking hard of the things I've been dreaming still healing with some scars and I'm better I'm stronger thanks for the life lessons I'm not mad any longer focusing on all these blessings took one step back stayed there for some time now I'm strutting in the future glistening in the light my future is brighter, its promising and real although I'm sensitive I gotta understand what I feel won't last forever its for but a time no apologies for my emotions regret though if it hurt you to cause pain and hurt feelings wasn't what I meant to do I was angry and I took it out on you facts are you was dead wrong for what you did then call me liar I'm leaving my last pains on this song and putting out the fire it hurts to know that I don't have a father and it seems God saw my struggle and he elevated me higher snatched me from the self harm gave me a different way to cope so grateful I'm alive and calm with the ultimate hope that my babies will never see me keep causing harm to myself they'll see me happy and blessed and in excellent mental health it's up to me to reverse the curse to pick up my head and live even though it felt the worst I've got praise and thanks to give God loved me so much he gave me a new life now I'm covered and I'm free peace and blessing, goodnight ❣️