i had to take a pause to cause havoc for these laws cus im a savage on the mic i like to fly high soaring in the sky my mind at times can be fried but at least i tried to unwind sit past time with this cannabis enzyme it started to feel like a crime so i left it behind for awhile it was all fun smiles then the trials came felt like i was on caine just to maintain a state of brain but it was an illusion i couldn't cruise through Houston without polluting the airwaves look how he behaves begging for loose change at an early age i engaged in pursuits that had me locked in chains i still dream of that big stage to be front and center but im not Jenner material eating cerial with no milk cus i was poor laying down on concrete floors now im on tour and my name is in lights i can afford the glamorous life but was it worth it to be dumped in that furnace its a journey to be your best self cus wealth is not the pinnacle ill still have these lyrics felt im cynical i need help cyclical patterns i do every day just to escape i get higher than vapes in the end though im just a lonely soul it took a toll on me the seeds and sticks the leaves and spliffs one gift i still have thats my mom not to brag im calm while i add the cash accumulated im stuck in a matrix of degradation still got enough juice for celebrations im a chief patron of walking pavements stalking patients in the corridors of vacant abandoned stadiums hit the gym i just might but im too busy trying to be the top in the city like 50 cartwheeling past those who need healing im selfish at times pray for me ill die soon in a padded room with lame cartoons and fake harpoons.