living the life by the moment i don't remember the times when we use to wake up with out a worrie. Well now that time is gone with the wind. Everything has become dark and gray every acomplisment can't be shared like before. Due to the fact that your most loved one's gone for good. Everything you have acomplished has become a dark hole of misery when you can't get that feeling of satisfaction. You seem to fall behind no matter how hard you try, in your mental state living in a state of retirement. looking around in the environment, with everything skyrocketing, and our kids wondering if we still love them, you look at yourself in the mirror and wonder why. Like 50 cent once said get rich or die trying, the sacrifice is eminent. The evidence will stick out like a sore thumb, just make sure your tracks are hard to follow.