It’s all coming back now Every memory visual as pixels Tears building up Don’t hold them back don’t hold them back What is a man what is a women My parents taught me right they had to be right Consider yourself lucky son Chimes the voice in my head The crowd I’ve followed is sinking So many years filled with meaning the mental beatings dark side cheering me on the light only sees blueprints of a pawn I’m neither I’m neither dark or light black or white My achievements are epic in there own right In there own league nothing to hide with my heart on my sleeve eyes filled with pride I can live with all the decisions I’ve made and tell God I tried Shots I bricked straight air balls breaking or following laws headstrong I’m chasing the cause Pause Rethink Pause Rethink Not so short sighted be more specific Define yours goals write them down Read aloud shoot for the stars you gotta be crazy Hold up But I like to be lazy stuck in my bubble Living in this mind I wired Like how the fuck did I get hired You can use your surrounds to inspire I sing and dance my best while no body watches no body judges But if it’s a performance you want I’ll express myself I’ll embarrass myself leave it all out on stage for you to see raw real cringy you won’t believe but it always it sets me free With minor adjustments annual maintenance I can accept myself accept myself Mental health > worldly wealth