Shila Clapper
Shila Clapper

ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain

ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain

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03 May 2023

ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up. cause with this struggle, I'm always forced to scrap, im just like thats that, and thats a wrap, sometimes i feel like my brain got hacked and my mind is beyond packed, that's true fact but I'm still steady trying to stay out the trap and keep myself on the map yea, trust and loyalty from anyone is what I lack consider yourself special if I'm always coming back. to those who left my side saying that they never would you should have stuck around because you could did you fail to remember who's had your back since day one? while im stuck here doin this shit without you, it isnt very fun. we both know at the end of the day I'm the one you shouldnt doubt. but f*** it and peace then if you want to go a different route I won't keep the hard feelings though, it's cool. cuz you're only outcome of this was becoming a fool . now when I wake up I'm looking forward to a new day trust me ,you already know I had to learn the hard way and when I make my come up I hope someone sees me cuz let me tell you something, the shit wasnt easy. yeah this world, yeah this life yea this s*** can rip you apart like a knife its so crazy ,yeah it's so cold and Times ticking away as you're slowly growing old. but you got to stay bold and not let yourself unfold you're giving no choice but to stay strong keep yourself together and try not to do wrong. mistakes will happen but don't make them a habit and when your opportunity comes don't hesitate to grab it prove to yourself that you are worth it keep in mind not single one of us out here are perfect. ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up. never live your life stuck in the past because the past is one thing that will ever last just keep yourself ahead for the future and don't keep yourself around no moocher they will just use you till your all ran out and doing bad and if you get to thinking about it it's just sad if I got it I'll give it and that's one thing youll learn but when Im down and out , why do i have nothing in return you find out who your friends are that's for sure I'm almost 31 but as far as this lifes took me, most of it has become a blur. it's ridiculous how this world grew so cold but now I know better than to reach for shit because there's really nothing there to hold. now a real friend is a blessing I can count mine only on one hand, that's me confessing having trust in them is the truest test. and by now I could use some rest cause life is hard and that's no lie but we all have to live it until we die and depression is the next confession don't try perfecting your life because it's just an unavailiable obsession. yeah it's just an ongoing mission the haters ,they just try and cause me more tension , but f*** that I just go with the flow cause it's always easier just to let the s*** go yeah I've been around for a while and I'm well self-taught but I never gave up because I only stayed andfaught here's some good advice for you ,just hear me out because as you can tell I already know what this life's about I had to train myself not to sit and pout but maybe nowadays I can live with less doubt yet I still have a little ways to go it's better sticking to yourself and keeping on the down low lessons have been learned happiness might slowly get earned my Faith cures the concerned a lot of bridges had to be burned but im still on this continuous fight but my personal antidote is the right am i being heard? ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up. nowadays I try not to hurt anymore its easier said than done but my pain and stress just needs to be behind a closed door and this is the best way to let shit out , you can't tell me a thing I don't already know about so even when it hurts you got to stay strong believe me I wanted to give up but I didn't all along the secret to life is to keep yourself ahead you only have so long to live it up before you end up dead I'd like to say that my deep thoughts here were well said just trust my instincts and see where you start to head I may still be young but I have become wise and it's about time that you've opened up your eyes hopefully my lyrics one day will be able to save some lives. ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up.

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ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up. cause with this struggle, I'm always forced to scrap, im just like thats that, and thats a wrap, sometimes i feel like my brain got hacked and my mind is beyond packed, that's true fact but I'm still steady trying to stay out the trap and keep myself on the map yea, trust and loyalty from anyone is what I lack consider yourself special if I'm always coming back. to those who left my side saying that they never would you should have stuck around because you could did you fail to remember who's had your back since day one? while im stuck here doin this shit without you, it isnt very fun. we both know at the end of the day I'm the one you shouldnt doubt. but f*** it and peace then if you want to go a different route I won't keep the hard feelings though, it's cool. cuz you're only outcome of this was becoming a fool . now when I wake up I'm looking forward to a new day trust me ,you already know I had to learn the hard way and when I make my come up I hope someone sees me cuz let me tell you something, the shit wasnt easy. yeah this world, yeah this life yea this s*** can rip you apart like a knife its so crazy ,yeah it's so cold and Times ticking away as you're slowly growing old. but you got to stay bold and not let yourself unfold you're giving no choice but to stay strong keep yourself together and try not to do wrong. mistakes will happen but don't make them a habit and when your opportunity comes don't hesitate to grab it prove to yourself that you are worth it keep in mind not single one of us out here are perfect. ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up. never live your life stuck in the past because the past is one thing that will ever last just keep yourself ahead for the future and don't keep yourself around no moocher they will just use you till your all ran out and doing bad and if you get to thinking about it it's just sad if I got it I'll give it and that's one thing youll learn but when Im down and out , why do i have nothing in return you find out who your friends are that's for sure I'm almost 31 but as far as this lifes took me, most of it has become a blur. it's ridiculous how this world grew so cold but now I know better than to reach for shit because there's really nothing there to hold. now a real friend is a blessing I can count mine only on one hand, that's me confessing having trust in them is the truest test. and by now I could use some rest cause life is hard and that's no lie but we all have to live it until we die and depression is the next confession don't try perfecting your life because it's just an unavailiable obsession. yeah it's just an ongoing mission the haters ,they just try and cause me more tension , but f*** that I just go with the flow cause it's always easier just to let the s*** go yeah I've been around for a while and I'm well self-taught but I never gave up because I only stayed andfaught here's some good advice for you ,just hear me out because as you can tell I already know what this life's about I had to train myself not to sit and pout but maybe nowadays I can live with less doubt yet I still have a little ways to go it's better sticking to yourself and keeping on the down low lessons have been learned happiness might slowly get earned my Faith cures the concerned a lot of bridges had to be burned but im still on this continuous fight but my personal antidote is the right am i being heard? ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up. nowadays I try not to hurt anymore its easier said than done but my pain and stress just needs to be behind a closed door and this is the best way to let shit out , you can't tell me a thing I don't already know about so even when it hurts you got to stay strong believe me I wanted to give up but I didn't all along the secret to life is to keep yourself ahead you only have so long to live it up before you end up dead I'd like to say that my deep thoughts here were well said just trust my instincts and see where you start to head I may still be young but I have become wise and it's about time that you've opened up your eyes hopefully my lyrics one day will be able to save some lives. ever since I've been little, I know that bandaids can't fix the pain. its just a shitty cover up, but I smile on the outside while inside I'm going insane. I'm ready for the fight though, so Ive gotta keep my dukes up.

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