Look sobriety is the new but i used to get high so I wouldnt have anxiety I used to smoke so much my throat and lungs would burn like devil’s running inside of me But people dont relize i look happy but the thoughts of suicide lives inside me Why am i so lost do i even got a life worth liven Ive question smoking so much now i can taste it But imma switch to alcohol so ill be wasted Be lost inside my mind swear im fine as i drink till i puke and drink more till im dying on the floor Mabey ill mix the prescriptions with my current addiction Mabey it will feed my demons so i dont gotta evict them