hey she take my way she persuaded constantly that's why i cant remain calm and collect my self constantly loosing control my jeart never bleeds like this text back left on read should i deleet myself blame the darkness and death constantly at my kneck with a syth to collect and people get stucl complacent stay ignorant i will not conform rather congront them disrespectfully have you no respect for yourself getboff your ass and get it yourself change in a second reality morality and message are we all blind or just digesting distractions created and manifested by some big brother method honesty is an illness like a disease you get sick with it once you start telling the truth it'll feel so good you'll tell them about everything hoping for a connection reality sucks human beings should never get together just throws them in a rut I've seen it for myself my friends and many others before why did I sit for 7 years on pause mode screwing her like some w**** while she screwed me over for my paycheck my place my heart now I'm torn