this is not the first time doing this I'm like a veteran in the underground scene cause I've seen a lot of shit trying to get it out my head that's another mission I'm gonna rap until fuckin do it get money I'm gon make sure I don't blow It need this money to take care of the fam i think that's fair cause I didn't have a lot of shit growing up and that wasn't fair now I'm in a better position in life I pretty much don't care but I still want to makve sure i never go back there. I remember when life was hard and that shit has left me scared and that made me really doubt if iwant to live another day in this life but I thought about it and I know it wasn't worth shit giving up so easily that would help nobody now I'm sitting here laughing bout all of this shit I got here and thinking what would have have happaned If I gave up (but) this is not the first time doing this I'm like a veteran in the underground scene cause I've seen a lot of shit trying to get it out my head that's another mission I'm gonna rap until fuckin do it get money I'm gon make sure I don't blow It is