been in the mouth of the lion outside smiling inside dying my soul crying hate in me  created  by the  pain I felt as a xhild kicked it with the devil a rebel buried my hurt with a shovel took an oath to the streets joined the struggle a savage damage I inflicted on my adversaries in the streets or  the penitentiary no mystery adversaries cross my path a tragedy no  one fucking me been stabbed  shot. beaten. my body leaking dead on arrival flat lined felt   I was dreaming and now I'm breathing never fearing. when I look in the mirror I see my demons hatred manifested my reality  inside of me a part of me, my family demons protected me no one backstabbing me laughing at me criticizing.   judging meeee God have mercy on my seeds send me to the gutter and throw away the key but let them be The only person that is guilty here before thee  is me, my destiny is in your hands and didn't obey your commands but this fucked up world made me take a stand  laying it down I aint that man an evil person wasn't my plan a bastard child so I only did what I can