Lyrics: I never know where I’m headed, I wake up everyday is dreaded, My mentals fucked, my minds shredded, Yo shit sucks, I was fine when it’s, Looking up, I’m pushing up, But they keep on stacking the weight, I’m full of love, I pull and tug Cause when I’m asleep I imagine I’m great, Then I awake, then my fantasies I can not await, So I’m slamming the breaks, because my panic frustrates, Will I ever make it or will I be a man that is fake, Because I plan to be great and my talents what makes, Me build up my confidence to be a man of the saints, But I got these devilish traits, could put me in hell with the snakes, I try to fight it and rebel but I keep selling my fait, I need the light to keep me well, it’s my vitamin D, Gives me energy to keep grinding when the lords standing by me, But how can I be guided when I’m constant defiant? And how can I have silence, when I’m lost with these violent, Thoughts of mine, like a lion, nauseous, starving and dying, I’m far from compliment, to what helps my heart and it’s starting a riot