Yeah I struggled With my entire career I was Full Of fear i Wanted a beer I was Deserted Separated Broken up lacked trust My entire life Fell to dust Couldn't adjust Didn't cry Didn't want to die I Felt a lot of sorrow but looked ahead for a better tomorrow I kept pushing on But i was proven wrong thw world is cruel Survival is an everyday thing I was looking ahead But couldn't fight to even get out of bed Left alone In my head A lot of sorrow plus doubt But still Tryin to find the better tomorrow but i was left in a drought I searched for the beacon of hope But i Fell down that Slope People tried to help but i shut them out Im going down a different route And i will never be able to get out