Tell me what you was thinking/ when you took them drugs, I know you wasn’t thinking about leaving/ you know that fuck me up… all you had to do was call me you/ you knew I would’ve picked up now all I can do is sit & think every got damn day about how you stole my love.remember that one time when I was taking you home, we in the car & you told me that you felt all alone, that kind of broke me, it ripped me down to my bone cause I wanted to help you but didn’t have the space in my home/ I can’t lie that typa shit ate me alive all I could do was go home & I cried I begged for help. I swear I reached out to others & they didn’t wanna do it cause of the addiction you suffered. I still can’t believe you lied to me you told me you was off of that shit, when we build our relationship back, that was the perfect time to acknowledged it, you was all i had and you knew that cause we lost both mom & dad and you turned to the drugs to prevent from being sad & I found out the hard way seeing your body in a bag. I wanna call you selfish so bad cause why you do that? I suffer in my head cause all lm left with is memories that’s fading away as time still pass Let me ask you something, when you got up to heaven did they crowd you in, did mommy hug & greet you with a violin, did dad smile & say “there go my twin” just a few things I was wondering, I know that ima see you again some day, just do me a favor & remember my face, do me a favor & remember my voice, do me a favor & tell god that battling with addiction wasn’t a choice wish you would’ve had a child so they could of play with my boys, maybe one day I’ll get better at this, my heart started healing, here go a letter from it. We’ll always be a team don’t you never forget & I’m still little brother I got you forever,….you know I love you sis