every day I feel like dying I swear baby I'm trying I'm fighting you say I'm the one but I'm done living I know I'm not very forgiving soon you'll be forgetting me you'll be happy you don't have to see me right now mind is lost at sea I can't find myself everyday I think about killing myself right now I'm everything but healthy why do u put up with me I'm just a waste of life I think everything's a lie I know I'm not the best guy I said I can fly and touch the sky you believe me why I'm nothing you're something I'm the loser you're the winner you're the best I'm the worst I fucking hate this hurt I feel sometimes I wonder if love is even real for you I'd kill I should just go pop another pill and lay still and die blood drippin from my eyes I know you'll cry but I'm not gonna survive every day I want to die I can't stand being alive