why does my neck feel so lonely without my auntie my auntie died though god didn't take me I was the one who wanted to die first not my auntie I miss her so much I hate you my love she my heart I love her forever I didn't want her to die when I had to let her go I was the one who wanted to die for her not my auntie it ain't over Lisa I will keep the party going if I'm not down here then I will start finding somebody to do it for me because I'm not going to be here but I want to be here with you you're my favorite animal but I didn't want you to die I want you to die for you I want to ride home I want to care about you why you left me I didn't want you left me but I wanted to leave you here right now The party ain't over I was thinking departing forever and always Love you forever you are my heart forever I'm so lonely