#Odasity #CapitolJames So much stuff stay on my mind Can't find no peace I'm broke inside I cry alone I have to hide My children need a better life I wonder how I will provide Come from a place where most Don't rise All I've know for most my life Is pain so maybe I'm trained right Tried to run away before age nine Got beat when I got home that night My mom blames me for all her strife Since birth acted like I ruined her life Never knew love the unconditional kind Tryna find that love lead me to guys Who never really cared and ain't treating me right Spent most of my adolescent life Locked up for the stuff that I did Tryna ride Hid in the hood only place l liked Only time I really related in life I'm grown up now tryna make a home Just quit my job lost 3 in six months Something's wrong wit me but I don't know what Cant the situation but I caused hu Not sure what I'm looking for I just need the beat to breath I know there must be something more than whats in front of me I'm not asking for the world People telling me to pray Looking upside my Like i don't talk to God each day We too close I'm outta space All ever prayed for tho was Knowledge will and strength Shoulda probly asked him for Patience love and Grace Braund and beauty Rub them the wrong way Cute and rude With too much to say Feel so alone Also empty inside got too much heart But a Good portion died Still sorting out the Hurt thought forsure this guy Was the one this time So many signs tho said u wasn't I knew better than to just ignore em Tackled my ass to protect you scoren Had a bitch in the truck tryna rush back for it Bro u lame can't believe I fell for it Extreme even breing hoes to my house I shoulda left your ass when U turned my brother round He need to sit while the liquor settled down Almost lost his life In a chair forever now Swear i hate fake The bullshit more than apparent now I shoot straight you hate that You roll the dice got eyes back Only got a pass cuz I loved your ass Goons Still won't touch you tho I hate it ass Unless I in with action plan Don't push me tho cuz I'm action packed This my city the know will tell u that Not sure what I'm looking for I just need the beat to breath I know there must be something more than whats in front of me I'm not asking for the world People telling me to pray Looking upside my Like i don't talk to God each day We too close I'm outta space All ever prayed for tho was Knowledge will and strength Shoulda probly asked him for Patience love and Grace Braund and beauty Rub them the wrong way Cute and rude With too much to say