Lately I been thinking what if we never met if we never crossed paths No one sent the first txt I would have the same memories Just with someone else Maybe then I wouldn’t care Because I know how things would end First well start as friends And Maybe in a year or two We’ll be right back at square one strangers once again Memories dormant in my head Thinking back in the past Trying to forget Killing feelings like they don’t exist Trying to heal my heart Creating art picking up the pieces on no weak shit cuz I got no more feelings Survivors guilt Eating me alive Wasted time I can’t get back What if I run past you past keeps catching up Wishin I can get on top But there’s just no escaping you Reality is the truth The meaning is so clear to see Loving you was easier than letting go And my hearts still holding on to you For what reason idk Hoping my skeletons don’t come out the closet If they learn to walk I might freak out it’s gonna be a problem Something’s just don’t need fixin Since they were never broken It’s like tryna solve a puzzle But the pieces have been stolen Knock on my heart And no one’s home I changed the key No breaking in I transformed and im evolving No second chances no solution to our problem