I felt dead inside No emotion Thought I lost my devotion Couldn't even get into my Mind Just thinking of what is the time I hear the bells Im gonna be put to rest Cause I truly thought I Could hang with The best I didn't even think How much Stress would fall upon me Like when i Did Youtube I got demanded every day I was About to go insane Couldn't handle the pressure I need a refresher Cause I have more freedom Now Then when i just did it to voice my opinion I prayed to God To take the stress Away And I wouldn't be left Alone Inside my empty Home Cause i Truly needed help Even when I yelled I snapped more times than i can count But i always found a way to rebound But That past would always come back to haunt me Even when I locked My emotions inside I couldn't even shed a tear I was dying on the inside