When I was stressed then almost became depressed I was looking for a way to escape My mind told me to wait I didn't seek death Even when I was taking my last breath I thought to myself Man this isn't right Why does this hurt Do i belong in the dirt Even when I have nothing to lose People Automatically Go after boozes Put down the gun Put down the knife i know it hurts but don't take your life People say it will get better just keep moving on well Everyday I proved them Wrong Then i just became cold inside When will it be my Time Cause I have nothing to lose People I loved Turned me away I was left in disarray Then a beacon of hope came He helped me through the pain Even when it felt like rain Man it was like a freight train He Told me to talk But that would jeopardize my life I was hesitant at first Then i crawled my Way out of the dirt He was a true brother