anxious in this life hope it's not the same in the afterlife trying to go forward but it keeps pulling me back should I go back to rolling sacs fuck that rather get a stack chewing up this rap game like a snack iam not backing outta here I never let haters control me like a puppeteer running flows buccaneer anxious fear staying clear from beer deer anxious I hope the afterlife isn't this bad it feels like I don't have a dad that's pretty sad but that's life. life can be sad. life can be glad hope's it's not the same in this afterlife should I grab a knife and end it fuck that that's the easy way out that's not what iam about when life gets hard u don't see me pouting iam rerouting like a GPS trying to find better days stuck in selfish ways being lazy never get u pays mind in a haze