#Test scores Turbeezy O So Fly #Me when #Live1TakeFreestyle4real The first 30 minutes of my life I spent it coming down So I know just what its like to be the only one thats slow around I come up on what goes around then slow to throw the goin down. I'm lonely cuz I know I'm only one of only knowing now I might not be Golden but I might be golden growing only older without knowing how But Im not slowin down or goin down I just know that you won't notice til its too late t and it's over now How can i remember what was meant 2 forget The more I think the more  I don't recollect Wrestle with my mind until im covered in sweat Then hate myself and hide my face cuz I regret we just met Excuses and complaining only makes it worse Pray day and night I'm not insane from this curse And then there's days  I dont know what to beleive my only hope is that I find some relief Know how to cope after you suffer defeat Instead of puttin on my mask so no one knows that its me just look back at it sadly its funny how they only need me when I had the $ to pay for the crumbz that they dump in their lungs then forget that at first when they plead they said they need bread for their tummieshwad babies will cry while they pry tryin to bite but they cant cuz they barely got gums in their mouth so they dont know its foul and just hope it turns out Never in shock from the way that they do      These Epiphanies they seem 2 have a grip on me I need to seek relief but think the clarity could cripple me I ponder what I lost or wonder how it  could get took from me I can't seem to remember but its also cuz these looks deceive Suddenly i feel like I'm really waking up I know the pain will go away Cuz I can only take so much My clothes are stained but that just goes to show the brush strokes of the artist always glow because he rushed Now that I know I better go I can adjust Unless I tell you than I'll show you cuz I must  You cant look. But you can't see that means you haven't lost your touch I would love for you 2 learn but first you Have 2 earn my trust If you got loyalty concerns you better hush Energy has never been destroy or created so I can get this stuff done and get some so so so so I can see what I forgot so I can get this stuff done and so I can safely say I'm forgiven It's almost the same as bravery in prison You got a case and its already been written you can change the pace just don't deny your editions You stay alive but You don't even need a cape to let it fly. Just find your drive and ambition You can only thrive in position If you rely on the mission But it gets tough and you could die or get bitten just remember that it's yours when its given Seems like I really think I seen the same stuff Atleast I mean that Im tough I used to dream I can't believe there's no such th I know how to walk away because you wanna stay the same You can tell me that you're differ see. But 1st you have to earn my trust I ont think you really get it or you wann play I cai n always keep the light but  withprisonIts y year I show to visit but t I sed to think I was a hero now I k there's no mistake You thought I was dead forever Until Ir finally came aw Even shame and pain together thought that they should take a break And what's at stake I hope I make it to the next arrangement I refuse to beleive some people are human Or if they even know what they're doin Like You thought you were intuitive then suddenly you knew it. Anything you saywell thats the play better make sure that you go and do it Need a spark well there's a hero and  comes from the dark he doesn't think with his heart he just beleives from the start And even though you think your forgiven You can't forget you were living or you end up in admission amd and you live well and praise God for everytime yp poo Stin tune with the spirit they dont wanna hear it your fear that youre stuck  and 2 scared 2 get near it So tell me how can we ever prosper in life when you know it ain't right but you'llstay  on the block every day and all night and the dollars dont sour the sadness but you know that you coulda had this but then came the pivotal choice and advantage to start sellin cabbage you thought it was lavish until you get locked in a cage and your madness and rage will cause you to go figure theres no bigger picture and you sit there and wonder who's with you when you gotta walk with the lions and know if you slip then it might be you dyin but whats worse is theres somebody cryin how they gotta pay to go get a new tire or purchase a washer and dryer we rarely desire to settle for anything other than all of my greatest behavior and why would they tell me to wait until later we might as well hate the creator then patiently wait for unmerited favor and pray that he settles it sooner than later. There ain't no debate here the state of your fate is near to a point of relief I'm annointed by chief of the heavonly staff Keep in mind that I stand to dismantle I'm crafty and with handles I'll land you in ant hills no #savage can manage my damage its way above average you need an advantageso go please eat a sandwhich and get you some rest for the test that youre havin ope but it just makes me think til I bleed