violent tendencies countless memory my parents were drug dealers long line of Hustler's with pedigree nobody taught me shit I was giving it genetically learn how to take a punch from my father but he was mostly too busy neglecting me he would insult me personally call me a wigger a wannabe pull up your pants harassing assaulting then I hit puberty the bullshit stop instantly all the nonsense I took to heart influenced me I remember standing in a circle down in the creek skipping school beatboxing started spitting verses rhyming words for a purpose refining multiple phrases a delicate process I became a hermit constantly working on developing a Cadence pen and pad wasn't working that's when I grab the Mike started spitting of the top releasing all the shit pain Mama rest in peace mamma rest in peace she taking her last breaths that shit affected me I was in disbelief I couldn't believe I blocked it out and grabbed my keys popped a couple pills nodded out almost crashing some trees generation RX Pharmaceuticals I sold no doctorate degree oxy Xanax give me a table crush it Time Magazine humble beginnings with my nieborhood Crew from day one I was the boss I pitty u the smell of gun residue after popping a few on my finger tips I noticed I didn't feel shit I discovered that I had control don't make me flip the switch victims beware body's accumulate quick family's break people lie people die people are fake definition of a bond came unraveled manifesting hate the future of the world is ready for the taken I had people in every state nobody gonna do shit I can count on 10 fingers and all 10 toes how many times I had to pull it finger on the trigger clip explodes I opened my mouth these words come out this knowledge just fucking flows I stabbed people in the back I've murder kidnapped is that what u wanted to know i want you to look me in the fucking eyes when you told me you flipped u cracked became a CI there's no coming back remorse I lack you know the consequences smack the game guidelines explain you collected information click clack dump the remains I took you out the streets and made you a man when people picked on you showed you no respect I taught you that you can break people's necks and that respect without beleaf loyalty is useless when you fucking trust in people that don't got your back perhaps growing up in the same Hood same timeline There Ain't No Going Back you wore the same shoes as me walked the same path fronted you kilo after kilo taught you how to cook crack told you how to Triple up quadruple your money back recruit soldiers gave you the keys to the hood I regretted that