All of my Pain and Struggles This girl really mistaked me for a muggle But when i be doing these grinds tryin to climb my way to the top she just Thought It would be Okay to leave me in disarray Sitting here Thinking about my pain and Struggles waiting dusk till Dawn People Play with my emotions like a Pawn just trying to get out of my head Fighting everyday to get out of bed Pain and struggle Is real Stay out Deal Man I feel like im going insane I try to cope But ive been little spacey these few years Just the thought of her brings me to tears Now im Walking all alone Inside this empty home Sitting here Thinking about my pain and Struggles waiting dusk till Dawn People Play with my emotions like a Pawn just trying to get out of my head Fighting everyday to get out of bed Pain and struggle Is real Stay out Deal I was Broken From the start Even the deepest of harps could've peirced my heart But I got back up and thought to myself Do I really need her? No I don't I just went back to writing smiting All these lyrics Are about the way i started from the bottom all the to the top people Say im Broken,Choken Looking for a way to relieve all of this anger in me So Was I truly lost Or just trapped in my forever mind