How many times I've been disappointed how many times I've endured the pain I never thought it would always be the same every time it would end one disappointment after another I was sure there was nothing else. No option but to suffer My mistakes were never forgiven every crime against me sins of omission and commission. Always there to haunt me my words misunderstood they were always used against me. Sentenced to loneliness my service did not save me My mistakes were never forgiven every crime against me sins of omission and commission. Always there to haunt me my words misunderstood they were always used against me. Sentenced to loneliness my service did not save me