I’m switching lanes Directly facing challenges I know of about 90% of people that can relate to this I know there’s someone that you truely miss But you had to let them go and that’s what the problem is It’s corruptive, somewhat destructive, but it gives us strength. It feels like life downs and drowns us in chains But some of us broke them and swam upward through this sea, that is pain. I’m not indestructible, I just have demons in my ear whispering your name But you found your home, comfort, and success with another man. So I need a new plan. Got an opportunity to see you again, but you act like you don’t want to be friends It’s fucked up and I ain’t jealous. You lied when I was with you, I remember my emotions, yea they were with you. I remember my secrets, yea they were with you. I remember my goals, yea they were with you. I remember my dreams, I was walking with you. Now I hate myself, him, and now even you too. I still think about you, and it’s mental I thought you loved me back, because you were gentle. Your words, your stories, your love, my glory Your kiss, your eyes, your ears, ignore me. My thoughts, my feelings, your play, you tore me Your plans, your scheme, my fall, our history. Now it’s burned in memory, the pain you caused me. I was confident you’d keep my secrets then you go and exploit me. You call our old friends, sabotage all my connections. I wrote fate as a therapy to tie up the loose ends, Now my garden of rhymes are buried with him and your intestines. Your right, we can’t be friends. I don’t want any anyway. They get in the way They only fed me hope, but you took the plate away. Now my brains a lonely domain, my heart is a cave with the walls collapsing in on this buffet. Now all they serving is hate, and I’m on the 35th plate, but I’m gaining muscle weight. Call me Atlas because I hold my world up, and I’m losing strength by the day. I can’t shape it, I can’t take it, I can’t change it, will I make it?, sliding pieces, confidence decreases, you with no feelings, my hearts bleeding, I keep feeding, standing, leading, lonely heart fiending, so I keep reaping, walls up to the ceiling, world is screaming, hate is stealing, who I am grieving, as I keep breathing, who am I needing? Fade to black Must have collapsed Back aching from the team I carry Zero motivation against a sword I parry I just want to see who’s stronger Me vs you Fuck both of you. For stealing, for lies, I’m glad I got to say goodbye. Because only people who care about you say see you later.