""I should add, this is part of a 2 Part Song that I wrote last Monday on 03/20/23 and well I didnt even attempt to put it to anything til last Night and proceeded til now this Morning to make this out of it. I was New, to Battlefame's newest Update, so yes it took me 5 Hours to run through it and 3 hours of Finalizing. I had a lot of fun playing around with this, Painting my Art of Words. Enjoy!"" Life is hard, Hope I make it, It’s a risk, this is how Legends are Made. Where I am & where my Dream Is~Chris Bell(#1) (Part1) "Where's my dream I go to ask myself, Oh that's right, it's coming the Day they all Remember my Name" "It just so happens to be 8 in the morning how many minutes into this Morning Hour, any second now as I'm writing this down, it will be somewhere around, 15, Now that, that is out of the way, what about, today's date? Well it just so happens to be, 03/20/23 , almost had it perfectly numbered and aligned to be able read it backwards and say the same thing. Clowning but the tempo to this morning flow, I find to be quite tamed. Ahh just Indiana can't get enough of that winter season, I'd be lying if I said I enjoy the freezing, but man my state needs to let it go, & move the fuck on down the road, as any moment now I would gladly embrace, that first warm spring breeze, nobody warned me, on the difficulty of the dream that I chase, nobody thought otherwise, tho' after all one man, is only able to control, his own fate, now this morning when i first awaked, I was dreaded like a bear on my face, but now after a morning shower and a quick clean shave, I'm feeling fresh, now I'm the best I've felt in some time, hey! As its the beginning of the Week, I'm ready to Do what I do best, cause for a while now, I've been in a stump trying to figure out how to get unstuck and I got tired of troubleshooting all these thoughts while twiddling my thumbs while holding a pencil, staring down at a blank page, so decided a while back, get it together and stop! Look both ways then cross when it's safe, but I didn't Cross the street, in fact I felt it in my Soul, like it was telling me, it's ok to take a seat and enjoy a Good, Genuine Break. Now that I've done that, for a couple of months, I feel alive again, recharged, as I'm able to be in my Trailblazer, controlling the wheel from the driver seat, no longer do I gotta wait to cross the street with just the two of my, bare naked feet. Meaning, I've acquired this, Spiritual Growth, I am elevating; im adapting to new ways, I'm not switching to and through individual lanes, when it's rather, i'm progressing through the process, heading down roads, not yet paved. Life is a hell of journey and sometimes you gotta just shut everyone/ & everything else out, call upon your wills power of the soul, get your mind right & your bearings straight and then double down on your amount of faith, when it's all said and done, and there's no more storms hovering above you, and your not in some lonesome downpour of a Rain, like the sun that finds a way to shine through such thick grey clouds, you too, will come out of your time, that in which, you put aside for yourself, and with your inner child of a heart's peace of mind, you then will figure out, that you too, can walk Smiling with this Look that Shines ever so Bright like you hold heavens Light on your Face, and then suddenly your driving along, ready to show the world, yelling "no, I'm not done!" "I haven't given up yet!" I just had to sit, calmly strategize, how to make the beast that lives deep inside, help me positively rise, into a position where I can say right now in my life, there's a smile on my face cause I didn't break! I just had to remember who I was remember how far I came, I just had to spark my brain to push out this energy eventfully like how I be, when I'm really being who I am, because of the will in me it helps me keep everything in check accordingly, like having Shame with your pride, you can't have both side by side for they can't coincide so it's obvious which ones gotta go, so if you got to choose between the two then you already lost before you even realized you lose, a sad harsh truth in this big cruel world, with Society, it's Image can make shame, stain ya body like old dried up paint, and no matter how many times ya try to wash it all off, your mind plays tricks on ya, and that's all ya see. Tho sometimes how people are on social medias, anywhere on the internet, they make their life seem too perfect, as they're so fake, that's what divides, us realest from the rest, and where I end up at because it's the only way that I've ever known, it's all I got, it's like a lifelong code to live by, , so if I'm worried about what others think, or how they perceive me and like to believe they know my life from their eyes, then I'm slowly killing off the best part of me, and as a man I can't let my Pride Die, of course I ride til the wheels fall off, what looks like shame, what looks like stains, is what Im letting you see, so understand the appearance on the outside projects just that, as for what I'm really about is getting mine, my life is my Beautiful Blank Canvas and I'm this Art that I create for everyone on my own terms, regardless of the comments, i'm doing perfectly fine I never sold out my pride, Im alive Because I never changed I keep it real as thats what life's about and I continue to Rise, Beautifully like a Phoenix from the ashes I came. Now I hope you all have a Wonderful Week ahead of you, as for me well my minds been made, I'm gonna continue on with this Monday as I'm Feeling mighty fine in fact, as it's already Great!" "Wheres my Dream I go to ask Myself, oh thats right, its coming the Day, they All Remember my Name" My Monday was Great for the start of this week but i just spent my Friday Night a week later from last Monday, all the way to Saturday Morning around 8 busting my ass off creating this Masterpiece!~Chris Bell #younglegend #realhiphop #contestentry #real #fire #myart #allheart #8hoursdevoted #mylife #realhiphop #neverquitonyou #followme #battlefamesbest #hardwork #truth #selfinspired #giveyourall #NewEraSuperStars