Keeping my anger low Reaching inside to keep you close Dark thoughts and memories grow Taking everything I’ve ever learned ahold Get me ready for the big reveal I’ve been talking texting keeping shit up here I’ve run out of shit to take First thing I get my hands on after a break Don’t care what ounce of it I’ll take what you’ll give for it I’ve been dealing with it all my life Keeping shit hid up inside So when I throw my head back and give life Baby I don’t stop to think if this is right But when I see that shit before my eyes I can’t help it I might cry Cause when I’m thrown back in my mind I don’t give a shit if you’re alright Taking me this long to realize If I say you’re name will they think twice You know I know you just shut up for the time I’ve been keeping it all up here In my head for years So when he presses in my head Don’t think I’ll forget He’s the one I’m thinking about When I say some shit about my house Kept it under lock and key Take a pic I look good baby I like it when you’re eyes on me Make me wild baby getting naughty No I don’t think I know Cause what I’ve dreamed before I’ve been asking for a friend But I found a lover Keeping things to and end I was a lonely wanderer And I kept my hood on And I hid my face And I kept a stubborn stillness In my faith I saw gravestones when I sleep A lonely Lilly in the sea I’m a goth bitch But I don’t have time for this Yellow roses I was smell like cinnamon And cigarettes Marijuana on my breath Taking road trips just to runaway and forget I don’t care about the money I don’t care about the rules I don’t care for no pot of honey I wanna beehive and I’ll dig up some jewels He wants a white wedding And I wanna swing Keeping things you don’t know what it means But Ik And when I finally get out baby I’ll show you Doesn’t matter what Ik you gotta be willing to follow You could never learn unless you wanna So when the time comes and I’m better And your stuck in the mud I’ll be gone forever Gone forever Risking everything I got nothing to lose Walking the halls cops surround But Ik my rights, the law is sound What can man do to me I’ve done it all myself So when I tell you I’ll make it You can decide if it’s a lie and I’ll take the crown for myself