If life was easy it wouldn't be worth living God gives his best solders the worst missions Everybody feels pain although we all hurt different some days I feel everyone on the earth's missing And right now I ain't even trying to speak but I'm faded and anxious and I wanted to speak on da mucking beat Some people give they least but I'm still grinding making my payments I never told none of dem niggas no bc I hate being hated And I done took so long to blow I know I can't be under rated This is a long haul I remember them nights I was working all night like I was on call I was just steady chasin the paper