play with earphones or headphones to experience the track with bass.. Left with everyday.. feeling like its fading away.. Stuck in my brain.. no direction to take.. People who know me tell me I should take a break.. Sit with the doctors and tell em I'm not feeling great.. Half the reason why I always turned up late Surround by all these people but all they know is how to take.. Speak to me nice... Thoughts goin though ma mind like what's the price... For all my effort and time... Shit none of you had to pay a fuckin dime... So hush ya mouth whilst i watch you commit all these crimes.. Weight on my shoulders.. Everyday pretending I'm OK.. Ive watched most of my dreams wash away... Just like my inspiration left there to decay.. Will I be someone or will i just fade.. Feelin myself changing everyday.. Knowing it'll be okay in my brain.. Why I have to keep defending myself against all these fools darting in and out of my lane. Dragging me down fuck it got to the point of driving me insane. Everyday waking up divided by the world, held back by all the chains.. Of guilt and shame.. from all those who claim they know my game.. who do they think they are.. Do they have the right to judge me from my past.  Always something negative to say.. surrounded by people who open there mouth to fast.. taking any chance.. knowing they'll always come last... a level of ambition I've always promised myself I'd surpassed.. whilst sitting on the side lines with nothing to do but laugh.. counting down the days till you're asking for my autograph.. a chance to Stare through you like a fuckin holograph.. How's it feel? the ones finally lookin daft?.. Feelin myself changing everyday.. Knowing it'll be okay in my brain.. Why I have to keep defending myself against all these fools darting in and out of my lane. Dragging me down fuck it got to the point of driving me insane. Everyday waking up divided by the world, held back by all the chains.. Of guilt and shame.. from all those who claim they know my game I've been broke.. Not a penny to my name Hell there's times I've choked.. And ruined everything.. Been the aim of aggression for things I never provoked.. All to easy target for an autistic mind set out to avoid crime.. Slept on the streets no tent just soaked.. All around people Stare.. Moments you'd do anything for someone to care.. You tell me is the system fair?