i got nothing left to lose i got nothing left to prove im getting older are the good times really over I been looking for you God but the devils on both my shouder s i been looking for you God I been looking for a reason I been looking for a way out cause i been thinking about leaving. no matter what happens im always battling theses demons im down for whaever in the back of my mind scheming i finally fall asleep and they tell me lies while I'm dreaming but they keep me company so now i feel like i need em it pisses me off the way i jeapordize my freedom, and how people only fuck with me when im convenient for them. gotta watch ya back cause you never know who seeking revenge. why the fuck my homie Evan even need a syringe I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed a friend I got so much shit to tell you dog when I see you again I still remember the good times