Im just now findin out that the things im gonna say will change me to be better than i am havin dreams about dying dreams about flying dreams bout crying I woke up and told my mom all about them Dremas that ive been havin she said that is God talking through your dreams trying to show you that you lost and dying oh god i feelin like a dog in your prescense tearin all these things up in my mind like christmas presents gotta tell my parents no but im to strong for that gotta better then that cuz i know when i die i aint gonna be better than the people who have been bad im so sad and tired about people who aint got what i got cuz im so privaleged im gonna tear apart the whole village im gonna pillage im just sayin these r my feelings Im just sayin im gonna go super sayian on all this people who are hatin while im fading rearangin the things in my mind trying to find the missing piece to the puzzle gonna get into a tussel about all this fuss im goin insane in my brain might as well call me a maniac thinking that might as well kill myself matter fact im gonna go scrach all that who am i to judge all that who am i to judge myself its called conviction might as well let god handle all that lets go back its like fireworks goin off inside my heart im gonna tear apart myself with a syringe lika an orange rip the skin off myself destroy myself for you and the glory of the lord my savior and friend