writing this on repeat up all week I never sleep do this to show you I ain't weak I'm a freak nobody can do what I do still struggling in school cause you know I've never been a fool still trying to stick on the subject but it's hard when you the subject of this fame now all you can do is take the blame and put everything thing on the stake my lyrics may not be at the level that I want them to be but it's because there's a lot I don't understand but I will take a stand for what I believe in fighting battles is something I've always did by myself now I know it's time to put records on the shelf I've never been arrogant or cocky now I understand I got to put everything on the line if I want success I wish I can say it's fine but it's not there are some lines that i don't try to cross but if it's not meant to be I will not force it I ain't saying I'm gonna quit that's quite ridiculous my words are still melociuos I can say shit without saying it writing words down I feel like the beast inside I'm slaying it I'm not gonna do things the same or even right but I hope God will send the light to set me right in this fight with these demons on this dark night there's a lot of memories of pain that I kept inside the point still living at home that's where I reside wish I could say I've always been on the right side but I can still slide or ride with my brothers even if we still competing we always had complete respect and I value that a lot but that doesn't mean I will not disagree with something that he saying family values had been installed in me from a young age I still regret that I stalled this career even though I still have the rage to rap at this stage I'm far away from where I started I don't even think I remember where this actually started but I'm gonna fulfill this like a destiny cause I know this was made for me