### I don't give a good God damned Never have Why would I when it never seemed to Help me make my ends Meet up in the end no rise Only desend Or ever Be on my side make it worth it to my friends To buy the ticket Not punch it I guess if life cared about me I might not say fuck it 6 But so far I've gone so far in life fighting for self esteem and respect And  what did I get? Another lesson in humility and a pamphlet on set backs And I don't see a button that indicates reset So it seems i have only one way too push back But life's starting to rack my back with back tax cause with Two steps back and a half step forward guaranteed I'm gonna rock a pissed off persona Which means I'm gonna Not stand For your hand to hand brand of think your cool type if bland but guess what I ain't giving up and even if the only way to do it is with my spit I'm gonna get it lit and you won't deny like the new x box im gonna own it It hurts a lot more when self inflicted And i only do that cause i really don't get it And fake it till I  make it just makes me look worse Cause I'm obviously not learning the verse So if you think my attitude  towards everything needs to be reviewed Review what I've actually been through and think it through before you act dumb dude So here's a hint and here's a clue it don't matter if you meant it or were just trying to be cool the sentiment will have to suffice And maybe we'll talk about it again when I'm ready to play nice but that's probably not going to happen tonight And you can't rehearse the feeling getting worse cause never actually thought it would Now your scrambling battling something misunderstood hoping you're on the right side of all good And it can't be hidden cause it can't be taught and it's comedy for some but for most it's just rot Something to be chopped off then forgot you threw in on another lost cause An unending unfinished  thought Which is about all we got Even after everything and everyone weve fought just looking for something to piss in like a pot It hurts a lot more when self inflicted And i only do that cause i really don't get it And fake it till I  make it just makes me look worse Cause I'm obviously not learning the verse But I will have to stay moving forward Which is always better than the Alternative Even with blinders on its a scary proposition Cause it's hard enough not knowing where you are And i Don't know about a But it makes me want to cut and run Feign then lunge and then Come undone Cause I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever really get it? if I'll ever learn It hurts a lot more when self inflicted And i only do that cause i really don't get it And fake it till I  make it just makes me look worse Cause I'm obviously not learning the verse It hurts a lot more when self inflicted And i only do that cause I'm starting to get viscous and if I keep walking down this path there might be no return 6h