in 2017 I lost my father to suicide. I think what bothered me the most about it was that he did it out nowhere, like I didn't see it coming. I have 2 songs addressing it, this one and a pt2. where I'm expressing how I feel about it. This is 2days before he died up until the day he died. #ripdad #1720 #solo #familyovereverything #rapfame #hip-hop #rap