Cutting myself just to feel again and watch the blood flow out My thoughts run wild, my soul cries out, feelin' low when the sun goes down, still I have no savior to be found. Im 13 years old I don't know why I feel like this I'm so alone, I ain't actin' out my age I'm tryna have fun on my own Depression takes a toll I'm tryna find the light in my shadow, put the pieces of my broken heart back in order that's the mission I'm after. This smile I wear is what I use to mask the pain that I keep locked away I can't find the words to explain why all this depression and stress feels like a game I hope my mom don't find out that I cut myself she probably say .. Don't worry; I'm here if you need to talk, A shoulder to cry on, and I'll never balk I hope my mom I'm livin' like this, but I know that she can't supportdon't think that it her fault