im just misunderstood in this life i live theres nothing left to give the struggles taking over the struggle has taking over. Judgement day is one day closer. hell is the only place that can say i know of. somethings i think about things until the point i fucking throw up. Facing realitys a part of having to grow up. sometimes the things you love the most are better to let go of. cant get sober i cant hold up all the weight thats on my shoulders. heavy boulders lonely roads i travel by myself im hoping i can serve my purpose in this life before my casket closes. point me in the right direction i dont know which way going. consequences of my choices all the promised ive broken had to let the truth approach me in couldnt let my thoughts control me when ya heart is tryna tell ya something better listen closely i still wonder til this day what made the doctor diagnose me. maybe thats the reason i spend money to get high and not on grocery.i can see the end from the beginning the beginning from the end im in constant battle with the devil thats my evil twin took some losses tried again. you cant win em all my friend. standing tall against dont get played like a violin i do what i wanna do maybe you should try it. people say im violent people say all kinda shit. when i show up they hide quick stutter and deny it. 29 im still alive in this cold world im surviving driving myelf crazy grinding always on my mind man. i hope yall find what you been looking for dont look for what you finding I cannot be quiet fuck a moment of silence just call dennis the menance middle name is nonsense. and i wanna make profit. no i don't want no wallet i want bank accounts with large amounts of money piled in. unlimited allowances im shallow and im howling sound like yall meowing sorry im so loud cause I'm turnt up yall just lousy. excuse my language im just saying fuck the ones who down me