lord please help me I don't ask for shit I need this one thing it's important take me not Shelly McCrory I'm the bad seed she's everything I owe her my life she gave it to me I want to return it please it's because of her story I'm able to breathe believe understand achive I'm strong she's stronger but I'm scared of what the future holds without her words and energy she makes me smile even when I get violent lose control her tender touch I'm damaged no good she so pure she glows I'm a man I lived I'm ok years of me fucking up please excuse me but fuck I just can't fail at life enough if she's gone who gonna pickup I cry tears because my momma doesn't want her son to give up but I'm used to falling flat on my face I'm tuff I'm strong she made me me she sacrifice everything for the family i took her life for granted just because she sold drugs she did it so we could do things together comfortably cooked and worked hard for us to be accepted and people respected shes everybody's mom im telling the truth let her live ill die anyway so two for one ill be dead but I'll stand up for her because she made me and i know she's gonna be up there stil flexing telling me i can do it get your ass up and live breath pray for starving children protect a stranger because thats what she put in me a kind caring person who give up my last of a little to a human being she made me a gentle a gentleman with a concessions and a little bit more of what most people never get to experience if she' dies death dont matter fly high surrounded by blue skies white clouds or crystal clear oceans just because shes gone everyone dies but look shes soren smiling laughing strong busy with the new start of a day dead from the cold let the sun open your eyes to the sky in a light the warmth of a mom still standing even stronger knowing her son did it and did it because of the way she taught me how to fight ok he lord its me im just checking in i have 2 sons you dont have say anything i can tell shes in heaven seeing her damaged son be a role model a protector teaching laughing living life i guess i did now im her my sons look at me l I ke i look at her everyday every night every morning shes pourd gets look at her creations the worlds a better place with a little bit of shelly McCrory just let her do the things she did take me back and she was going to live and she said just let me say I love you one more time it's not my fault she's tierd