I got both madness and reason.   Internally and eternally, warring inside my head, because of this compilation one might not comprehend what's about to be said... Sometimes my reasoning is mad, and my madness actually has reasons, no excuses so here's my two cents the answer to the why, both mixed together and then add a little lie, shaking and stirred causing your vision to be blurred after it was spit in your eye, naturally you'll go with the flow instead of against the mass, you hanging up and saying kiss my ass causing me to lose my head and I end up in last. False insecurities and me not knowing my place, dropped call my ass, go fuck your face. My loud emotion tearing through, causing me to chase but screaming I'm done with you.      She's gone. Catching my breath. Try to be still. But my hearts pumping harder now, aches of loneliness I'm starting to feel, the adrenaline and love, baby what we had was real. But even with reason the madness asks how and all of this reasoning has got me mad now, she says "bye Ron" and throws the phone outta site. Bite out of the Apple was the logo on that flight. It was the Apple SE that she slang at me.. deceiving and easy is the way straight to Sin . only one way love ever won. is when i let my love win