you can push back but not forever always feeling like I'm on the 1 track for more than many days cancelling the known makes me feel nervous 2nd try 3rd chance blown trying to discern the true purpose and I just need shown that I'm not nearly worthless wondering how bright my soul shone but what's beneath the surface I'm not sure my current complacency makin me feel it's all sus one must have trust then adjust enough until they appear translucent all alone heading for the end so draw near what will appear leave me questioning what is e nuf most of what they gonna give you just be fluff inner soul needs a reckoning all just stuff unimportant still they just keep beckoning twist and contorting leave you expecting something more important a smoke puff in the wind it just won't last long it gets ruff till the trials leave you feeling tuff each a season reach another good reason just keep piecing on you puzzle gainst the struggle they can take it or just be leaving just keep weaving your life your life until you see things as they are really we dont need bad advice