I've been trying to tell everybody that I'm in pain but it doesn't feel the same because I don't relate not to the suffering pain but to the way that it makes sense in my brain like NF said they want to call me a no name but how come everybody wants the money and the fame but don't ever want to mess with the flame and if you really think that life's going to be the same when you have the money the fame it's not going to be because whenever you make it out it's not going to come out to who you thought you'd be you're going to be cold-hearted and expect everybody to show up at the bottom of your feet or all you're going to feel is defeat and you're going to feel like you can't even trust your own team but you still hold on cuz that's who you're trying to make yourself out to be the love within your heart shall speak don't ever underestimate God he is not weak in his hand you always have something to eat you may not be able to feed the whole team but at least you will never feel the feeling of defeat and you'll still be standing on your own two feet