they say times change but so do people it's hard to find your feet in this world especially when you live amongst evil the government only support the rich so how can they say every human is equal if you ain't got money then nobody is interested I still ain't rich yet and I'm finding it hard to accept it 16 years old i was homeless on my face feeling neglected i remember the first flat that I ever rented remember those cold nights in the dark no electric my mum said daddy has schizophrenia and she says she sees the same in me as she did in him but I haven't been tested but deep down I know I got it cos I go into this crazy rage cos deep down inside my heart I got this crazy pain I was put into care at 5 by the social worker my new family even changed my name stripped my identity I used to smash things in my foster parents house because they didn't show no empathy feeing lost i latched on to an evil entity I turned cold and age 15 I thought the roads was my destiny I just need that love I just need that therapy everyday I'm surround by negative people I just need that positive energy I witnessed severe violence at age 4 I had to see a psychologist I'm 22 now and it's still not left my memory I found my real family after 18 years and found out my big sisters in the cemetery and all my family seem to do is fight I just stop and think is this all necessary tell my fam when I die I'm going to be legendary fuck being rapper of the year I'm trying to be rapper of the century I've been writing music since I was at the back of science class in secondary so nobody can't tell me I've been putting that work in and nobody can tell me my music ain't real cos every song I write I do it to real ease this burden I'm just trying to be a better person I hope I make it but I don't know for certain this ain't the ending so don't close that curtain let me rap these lyrics and get inside your mind like a brain surgeon and then I hope you understand I'm coming from the bottom I just need that upper hand coming from the bottom I just those notes in that rubber band