This ain't me at my best Man i feel so depressed shouldn't be here I'm stressed gotta think positive I'm blessed and I'm not tryna offend broken mind tryna mend lost everyone but one friend like that when you're near your end never managed to get her out of my head i guess atleast I'm here and not dead could've been up in heaven instead rah PTSD just need bread substances here, cos I've got issues to many tears, cleanex tissues i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel loving feel like an alien toxic like radium I damaged my cranium imagine being at a stadium