I’m lacking confidence Cause I was never confident In any place I was sittin in Most of the time I felt like a patient just visiting When Reality struck , that’s when I saw my Perfect vision kicking in they say when one door closes more open But the only thing I kept open were my emotions I had to express myself out So I can move in the fast lane Second thought , had to slow myself down Didn’t wanna go down the same route Learned my lesson from the first one I guess I can say it hurt so bad cause it was the worst one Never thought I would go through some shit Or do some really dumb shit Like fuck around and end up with a bum bitch Instead I had to get back on my two feet Follow my script like a movie I had to keep on moving I couldn’t fold I came up poor and wanted the gold I was just worried about the stories my daughter was being told Even though she know how real I am She know that I can Give her more than just a hand I’m here to fulfill her dreams and be here til I can Nobody taught me how to be a Dad Cause even my own role models were fucking up bad They just didn’t know how to live it right I seen it with my own eyes That’s why I had to visualize My own sights And take care of my own fights Being by my lonely again Has taught me more than a real friend As a matter fact they all blowing in the wind But when they see you shining and smiling again they hit you up like nigga where was you then You didn’t check me up when I was at my lowest And now all I know is Who has been the closest And has even noticed Where I stand Thank God for the life Lessons Now Looking for my life blessings