talk about it

so where I'm from not to be used , but was used as a tool of abuse by the same cops who we once all thought were of use, instead were just used against all of us youth, who was forced to be less fortunate but still taught by ma not to be rude, coming from a time when even red and blue had to call a truce, bitching about how you aint got shit for this earth sitting around smoking another spliff of some herb, you should really distance yourself from anything that doesn't correlate to your self worth, and try to think before you speak cuz sometimes communication just makes the shit worse, plenty of people are able to disguise their hating as hurt, in a way, it's as if it takes a special kind of taste for the dirt, to throw it on the grave of a man who threw the shit into your face first, this time let's face facts and remove emotion when you speak so you don't say something that you can't take back, people will pin point there problems but not address them it's apparent their parents shoulder this transgression as they clearly never taught them better in their adolescence so now they act entitle and with an arrogance that's ever present first they cause the problems then they become the victim quick when a man like me steps into the picture supposedly I care but I'm so socially unaware I'm unable to obtain a tear even when I'm faced with the fear knowing the feelings are real, imminent death