I dont understand why you deserted me left me all alone had no one to turn to or had no one to lean on my shoulders sometimes the days get colder I know got to face my fears and be a soldier sometimes life might feel like it's all over but I got to keep on pushing forward I got to keep my honor I got to be a good father to my daughter and son tnat i wish that i have one day but i wish I was free from the pain in the struggles I'm trapped in a jungle I thought my life was like a puzzle my soul is trapped in a tunnel do you remember that summer I became a heavy drinker one day I found myself in a River I still can't stop drinking liquor cuz it makes me feel so much better it might make me sneeze like pepper I've been trying to get that chatter just know I hang out with the shooters all my nigga are some troopers I ain't ling y'all niggas are some Jokers fuck all that shit you ain't no smoker but life ain't over but I wanted you to be closer when I'm next to you I lose my composure days get longer we get older sometimes the days get colder I know I got to face my face and be a soldier sometime life might feel like it's over