Life’s hard but I’ll make it Tryna find my self in the making Why the bitches faking I’m sick of hiding I might be residing I’m just tryna find my heart while I’m fighting No there’s no crying Tryna find motivation I’ve ran out of patient I’m just trying to find a replacement Before the extinction Hold up I was just thinking Maybe there’s better to come Where I don’t have to run And hide in my basement Bitch is there a replacement Maybe I’ll fined my heart in the making But for now I’ll be waiting Hopefully there’s a change Before I get lost in these chains Maybe I’ll fine what I’m looking for Before they close the door I’ll be waiting for my soul Till then I’ll keep running From everything that’s keeps me crying No I won’t give up So For now I’ll keep my head up And put a smile on my face Even tho it’s fake I just don’t want this pain I just gotta hit the gym and get that personal gain And no I ain’t playin I’m so tired of laying Inside that bed getting lost in my head Bitch I wish you where dead Inside that grave No I ain’t a slave Bitch I ain’t playin